Help With Reality Problems?

I want to turn into a cartoon, and live in an imaginative world, filled with only music and freedom... I'm starting to seriously want to turn into a cartoon after watching Gorillaz music videos (Feel Good Inc., El Mana'na, Tomorrow comes today). It's like I'm getting hypnotized or posessed by those songs X_x... I've always wanted to be a cartoon character, but right now, I'm having dreams about me turning into a cartoon character, and OH MY GOD I wish those dreams would come true X_x... Help me get ahold of reality, and please don't call me retarded, weird, sorta mental, or anything that has to do with those words.